Heart Vacancy

It’s been a longtime, since I was break up
with someone who I never know she came from
this heart is rust, freezing in loneliness

only this black diary being the witness of….
only this black diary being the witness of my shattered times

What kind of curse that depends on me?
Until My soul is hardly to convinced
Is it the catasthrope?
Or God made me as the joke
Or maybe even worst than ever was
Or God made me as the joke
Or maybe even worst than ever was

Why ? I was trapped in My fate or My stupidity
It seems the angels won’t come over&over and give me any smile

In My heart vacancy I feel a lot of damnation
(Don’t let Me pull off the trigger, I believe there’s anyhope
Remains me)

# What kind of curse that depends on me?
Until My soul is hardly to convinced
Is it the catasthrope?
Or God made me as the joke
Or maybe even worst than ever was
Or God made me as the joke
Or maybe even worst than ever was

Hey, for someone out there who have heard this song
(probably We have same problem)
Don’t be sad lonely guys, let’s make some move
Coz we’ll never died alone…

Should I end My time, or I sit and wait till she come